little sickies.

the last couple days have been absolutely the worst.
on wednesday atty woke up from a nap and a couple minutes later, throw up. everywhere.
and can i just say the absolute worst thing that could possibly happen to you when pregnant is having to clean up throw up? not even a little throw up. like all over the room throw up.
i just wanted to cry.
first, because i hate hate hate seeing my sweet atty girl sick and in pain. it is the absolute worst thing in this world.
second, because everything makes me sick, no less cleaning up throw up?
thursday she was acting like her normal self, and i was so happy.
then friday i was so. so. so. sick.
i could not keep anything down. no water, no food, nothing.
so i called my midwives and told me to go to the hospital to get fluids.

and can i just say ew? i hate needles in the first place? it sucked.

they monitored the baby to make sure he was okay and not in stress and to make sure i wasn't having contractions.

obviously i'm fine. i just needed to not be dehydrated because if you get too dehydrated you could go into pre-term labor. and i'm obviously no where near being far enough along that the baby would live.

i got home and was still sick, blah blah blah.

and then this morning, atty was sick again.

she likes to be swaddled in little baby swaddling blankets. and how hilarious does she look?

all she''s wanted to do is watch dora, be in a blankey, and be held like a baby."

sometimes being a mom can be so hard. so hard. it's so hard not being able to help her when she needs help. but there isn't anything i would rather be doing then taking care of my sick little girl. she's the best.